So, the amount of posts on my blog the last few months has been, well, less than desirable. I at least got in Easton and Avery's birthday posts. But, that is about it. There have been many things going on in our lives that have occupied my mind and actions, but, a big reason that I haven't been up to blogging is THIS:


Yep, it is what you think it is. A new little baby is on it's way to our home! Hurray! Yippee!! Yee-haw!!! Ummmm....YIKES!! :)
I have always kind of known that I wanted 4 children. Dave and I always knew we would have 3, but 4 has always been the debate. So, for the past couple years I have been trying to convince Dave that we need one more. I didn't feel like we were "complete" and I never went through the whole "last" pregnancy thing. I didn't appreciate with Avery that this was the "last" pregnancy, the "last" birth, the "last" newborn. I wanted to experience it all knowing it was the "last" time. With, Avery I never thought it was the last. (I hope that all makes sense.)
So, a little over a year ago, I got Dave more or less on board. I had my IUD removed in January of last year. I thought we would have a baby within the year. But, it just didn't happen. I didn't get pregnant month after month. I wasn't too concerned, more surprised.
Through that whole year, and the previous 2 years, I had been experiencing horrible back pain on my lower left side. I went to a few doctors and got a couple different diagnoses. By last year, I was taking 800 mg. Ibruprofen like it was candy. I had to take it almost daily for the pain. Finally at the end of last year, I was diagnosed with kidney stones in both kidneys. One very large one on the left side, and two smaller ones on the right. (This was discovered after I passed a kidney stone in September which was a horrendous experience!) So, in December, I had 2 lithrotripsy procedures to blast each kidney and break up the stones which I was then able to pass. Since then I have been pain free which has been wonderful.
Three weeks after my 2nd procedure, I got pregnant.
I really believe that I was meant to get my kidney stones taken care of before I got pregnant. If I would have gotten pregnant with the kidney stones, I would have been MISERABLE! I couldn't have taken Ibruprofen and I would have more or less had to have just dealt with the pain. I am soooo grateful that I was able to have the kidney stones taken care of and put that chapter behind me BEFORE I got pregnant. The timing was right.
So, I found out about February 8th or so that I was pregnant. I was pretty sure that I was, but a little afraid to take a test. Scared of a negative, I guess. I finally did and it was positive. I was sooo happy, but super nervous. I have been nervous so far this whole pregnancy. Scared of miscarriage or whatever. So, I waited quite a while longer than we normally do to tell everyone.
I have not been sick much at all. Just a bit nauseous here and there. The very worst part so far is that I have been EXTREMELY and COMPLETELY MISERABLY tired. I mean, I had to have one or two naps a day just to make it to the kids' bed time. It was horrible. But, now that I am in my 2nd trimester, I definitely am getting my energy back. It feels good.
So, everything is going well. I went to my 2nd doctor appointment today and was able to hear the heart beat. That is such an awesome, awesome sound! I was so relieved to hear it and know that the baby is doing just fine. I am losing a bit of my nervousness and now becoming just plain EXCITED!
I absolutely can not wait to hold this new baby in my arms. I completely love the newborn stage. It has to be my favorite part. I am trying, however, to cherish every part. A few months ago I received my "last" postive result on a pregnancy test. (Hopefully.) :) Today was the "last" first time to hear the baby's heart beat. I am trying to really enjoy every bit and not take any part for granted. It does make me a little sad, but also excited to put a chapter of life behind me and move on to the next one.
The kids are SUPER excited about their new sibling!! Avery is already rubbing my tummy and talking to it. I over heard Easton tell Paisley that they need to "figure out what we are going to name the kid." :) It is going to be so much fun to enjoy this new baby with children who are old enough to really enjoy it with us. When the baby is born, Easton will be 9 1/2, Paisley will be 8, and Avery will be 4 1/2. It is quite a bit bigger gap that I imagined we'd have, but I don't think I will regret that. This baby is going to be loved more than I ever thought possible!! :) (And probably spoiled more than I thought possible, too!)
I set up the appointment for our ultra sound for May 24th, 5 weeks from today! I am really excited to find out what our last child will be. Either a second boy or a third girl. Dave and all 3 of the kids REALLY want a boy. I don't have a preference. I am just over the moon that we are having a baby at all. So, I will take either one happily.
But, just for the record, I am thinking it's a girl. :)
We will see.